This is My Goodbye.

I think somewhere along the way, I gave up.
I got tired of always trying to make everything between us okay, because I still wanted you in my life.
Then, I realized that you didn't even care.
Maybe I realized it too late, but it still hurts.
Maybe I was hoping we'd find a way to change and turn it back to what it used to be.

I have to draw the line because there comes a point where I just had enough and i'd love to give up, but I never did because I had hope that it would change :).
Now, I think I have to make that decision because it's not fair to the both of us-especially me. It pains me to say this, maybe because I still care, but I have to tell you goodbye. I know what my problem is now. I can't let people go. I put so much effort into putting them in my life that I just hang onto them. But people change and things aren't what they used to be.
I just wanted  to you, tell you that I'm happy you've stepped into my life, even for a short while. You've made me realize a lot of things about my self and the people around me.
I'm gonna miss you. So, for both our sakes, this is my goodbye...

Thankyou,

Pembayun N.P.

(with my best Nandya - in behind)